I totally forgot to blog this photo from Easter. Duh! How could I forget? She’s watching her brother play like crazy with his new toys.
Can I tell you that I feel so incredibly lucky that I got to have a girl? When I was pregnant with her, I didn’t even let myself focus on the gender because I didn’t want to get attached to the idea of one or the other. I was actually pretty scared of the idea of a girl. All the clothes, accessories, mother daughter drama and of course, THE TEEN YEARS. I loved having a boy and we were fine with the idea of not rockin the boat with a new gender. I just focused on the baby being healthy and happy. When you don’t find out the sex ahead of time it’s really hard to get it in your head that there’s actually a little person in there during pregnancy. So birth is a very surreal experience, as I’m about to explain.
In the minutes before Jocelyn was born my mind was spinning with “Boy? Girl? Boy? Girl?” and I could hear the nurses chatting as they were assisting with the c-section and one said, “I think it’s going to be a boy.” A voice in my head said, “No! I want a girl!” Now, I don’t usually hear voices in my head, but it was like this voice was a part of me that someone had put their hands over their mouth for nine months and she could finally blurt out how she really felt.
I never allowed my brain to even THINK that, but a little voice in my head finally said it and I was terrified with the idea of having suddenly realized my true preference. I will never forget that panicked moment of, “Oh my God Betsy, you could have a boy and you just admitted you really want a girl.” Of course, one second later I heard, “It’s a girl!” and I’ve never been so awash in joy and the feeling of, “Of course it’s my girl. My heart knew all along.”
OH MY GOSH!!!! I love this photo! She is beautiful, Betsy! xoxo
You already know that I think this photo is beautiful, but the words are even more so. Such a perfect little blog post.
Just like Miles. She is amazing. beautiful, funny, sweet.strong, smart….. that’s what Jossy is!! could not be prouder…hugs Grandma
We were the same way! Everyone thought Mallory was a boy, but I never once said boy, I knew she was a girl…I didn’t even ask when I delivered her. I just KNEW. Raising girls will be amazingly worth all of it (and boys too!)! BTW Jossy looks gorgeous in her Easter dress!
Ahhh…love this post Bets. Can’t believe a year ago we were chatting about baby names and boy? girl? questions out loud. Need a fix of Joss soon!!! Miss you guys!
She is one perfect little girl!
I think the heart usually knows :)We were told that our first was a girl. Being a girly girl I was pretty excited. At some point I remember seeing a commercial with a little boy playing and this random thought went through my mind, “I wish we were having a little boy!” I felt so guilty! A few days later, they did another sonogram and told us we were actually having a boy!
love this post! and what perfect timing – i have to agree with you at this point (2 weeks till due date); maybe not finding out the sex is part of why it’s so difficult for me to believe that it’s tiny human in my belly, a real person. 🙂 thanks for sharing.
love this post! and what perfect timing – i have to agree with you at this point (2 weeks till due date); maybe not finding out the sex is part of why it’s so difficult for me to believe that it’s tiny human in my belly, a real person. 🙂 thanks for sharing.
I thought the same thing regarding the gender when we were at the sonogram when we found out. I really wanted a girl. S’okay, though – means we can keep trying! 🙂
Beautiful baby. Beautiful dress. Beautiful photo.
Bets, this is the cutest picture ever 🙂 You have the most adorable children
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